more fairy dusts..^_^

'nuffeeeezenuff!!

Bessie is in a significantly good mood today, so is mah sistahs anne and gi.

I am too..

Well, my head is backlogged when i board into my decisions of the MiND.
I oblitirated all of the physical memories that I have of him. Yay!!

let it not come a day when i go regret on what i just did, coz that would have me back in square one. seeesh! (instance may be, he had this idea not to have his presence felt so it would not be hard for me to move on---lassie trick...that move is patented by ME!and no one.. especially not him will ever dare to take sweet credit to this move!)

'twas kinda neat actually, instantaneously i cleared folders.. did not even attempt to peak.
and was easy..no butterflies in the tummy, no warm weeeziness when i breathed deep.

*applauds self*

which means, i'm gonna go on with this significantly less complicated than the former heartaches. ayun.. heartaches!

On curses:
Boo and i had a chat, basically a continuation of the rant i got frm him through SMS last night.
Seems like we blessed with the same brilliant curse.

We loose the people we decide to love sincerely and genuinely dig.

I had this even before I met the boo, and him I reckon when the "proposal" to his one true love was wrecked by the break up. hahaha! ooops..i know not a laughing matter.

Why this happens... Beats me!

What it made me.. and i think Boo would also agree: I approached each potential connection with uber casualness, and when I get that spark.. I pull back--push him away. If the other party manages to find his way back... then it could be worth a shot...

But it always end up the same.

They go away.

From the loss that I had when I met the boo, i'm pretty lucky I made an out-of-the-box decision on how I looked at my realtionship with the boo.
If they don't quite make it through the psychoness of being pushed away, and they're not bad at all... I keep em and make em to mah dawgs (e.g. the boo).
Confidants, brothas... people you know would be worth keeping and you would not risk them for a relationship, may it be a meantimer or a lifetimer. Silly point is time may be eternal but life by fact.. ends, and the only thing you can bank on is the people you choose to stand by you when your bitch-of-a-life fucks up. Commonly known as TRUE FRIENDS.
These are people who would say thing bluntly good or bad timing because they know you NEED to be told off.
People who, no matter how blissful they are, would sincerely relate to how deep the shit you are in.
People who would love you for who you are and decided on their own to stick with you.

I have several in my list and would like to dedicate this post to them.

Nohea Chicas: monotonous. If i'd be a guy i'd go marry them all!
My college bitchuz: showed and ushered me to my womanhood.
my sistaaahz: held..holding my hand and head haha through this hell im going through.
bessie: we are in all dimensions soooo connected. if i get lost, i know uL find me..vis-a-vis.
the boo: juz one dirty dawg! u be safe. fuck love.fuck fate!26.. uR mine! hehe

Thankies. God is with me through you guys. One love!

*oooh fairy dusts.. happy thoughts*