Confused

I Do Not Love You Except Because I Love You

I do not love you except because I love you;
I go from loving to not loving you,
From waiting to not waiting for you
My heart moves from cold to fire.

I love you only because it's you the one I love;
I hate you deeply, and hating you
Bend to you, and measure of my changing love for you
Is that i do not see you but love you blindly.

Maybe January light will consume
My heart with its cruel
Ray, stealing my key to true calm.

Is this part of the story I am the one who
Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you
Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.

++Pablo Neruda

wonderfuckinful.

Hu U?

Goodbye
Lyfe Jennings [The Phoenix]

[1]
Sometimes makin love is easier than breakin up
We believe if we just fake it enough
We can trick our selves into believin that we're still in love
But in our hearts we know that it's inevitable
Though it's hard to let you go I know I must
[2]
Sometimes memories just ain't enoughS
ometimes you out grow the ones you love
Sometimes it's none of the above
It's just the fact that people change
No one's to blame
There ain't nothin that stays the same
So we sit around and cry
Because neither one of us wants to be the first to say
Goodbye
[3]
Sometimes givin 2nd chances is easier than dealing with the fact that
Once the trust is gone you could never get it back
But your holdin on because your afraid of bein alone
So here you are holdin on to somethin thats already gone
And don't act like it's the first time you've heard it in this song
Cause your heart done told you all along
If your momma done showed you right from wrong
No thing should hold you down this long
There's no one to blame nothin stays the same
So we sit around and cry because neither one of us
wants to be the first to say goodbye
So let me be the first to say...
GOODBYE!


If this doesn't drive him away....
(thanks alecz for the patok na joke)

when you get into a SMS argument that would make you want to diss him...
and your thinking of the last message that you want to send that would make him shut up and not bug you ever again....text...

Hu U?

hahahahahaha! he would not dare throw you another one.

the idea is..

If you forget me
by Pablo Neruda

I want you to know one thing.
You know how this is:
if I look at the crystal moon,
at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch near the fire the impalpable ash
Well, now, if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly you forget me do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.