Blog #1 - 2008

Whoa!!

my first blog of the year... what have i been doing?? i cannot believe it took me three months to post and its really sad that it took me that long!!

and i have never been uberly busy, i just thought that i posted just recently (like having the "i did last week.." feeling whenever the thought pops into mind).

Since this is my forst 2008 blog, i'd like to share with you a fear that's been hovering over mah already twisted mind...

i have this strange feeling i'm turning normal. (normal to my perspective is boring ok!! how i define it.. well someone who rants less and just smiles at anything that comes her way). well by my definition, it doesn't look that bad, maybe i'm aging.. waaaaah!! aging bad.. normally! well here are the symptoms of this paranoia:

1. switch channels when i see re-runs of my favorite cartoons.. (i used to love this.. i even download simpsons.. and nick toons)
2. bisyo is like down to yosi and alak.. well hmmm... believe me i have outgrown the exitement of doing anything illegal.
3. january and february passed and i have managed to not entertain extra curricular activities. yun e! well it should be something that i be proud of.. because i deliberately resisted. AMEN!!
4. i have not gone out with any of my sistahs for more than once a month.. AND I UBER MISS EM!! miss u.. miss the crazy steady nights.. hay... sistah anne... hope you'd come out of that shell yer in.. well your ok.. not that ur not ok now.. just have a sure hunch (haha) that there are a lot of thisng in yer mind that u havta shrug off.. you can tell me to piss off now.. but really.. im here. sistah gi.. hmmm you being plural for a year now.. i am way passed getting selos with the huggy time.. well i know your busy and its just crazy.. i miss u! brotha ojee.. i wish u stop working way beyond your working hours and spend more time with us drinking.. minsan na lang nga e!!
5. whatttellllllz?!?!?! im working more than i have to.. and its like a new mantra or something.. pre-imposed.. but really if u ask me this is because the previous symptoms transpired and i am left with just work to make me busy.
u want proof of this, i talk about work even when we're out drinking.

okidokily... i wish iD not age to boredom.

pretty simple wish. i hope (wish again) my friends hear me out and take me away before its too late, i'd might end up figuring out a rubix cube (trivia: no patience and logic in my head thats like a rainbow to me.. oooh colorrrs)

ok tata for now..