if u have seen my tail... BURN IT!

Found this amusing site of a cartoonist. it was enlisted as one of the matches when you type and search for BORED.

yes... stress vs. hopelessness and despair. was checking on some of the dearest people to me, check if i'm the only one having pangs of insignificance and hopelessness. Alas, i found 2 ladies who happened to sip from the same watering hole i'm fumbling in tight now.

(i just snapped my back bones.. and feels good.)

its an Eeyoreish (drawn from purple donkey character from Disney cartoon) feeling. Loosing a part of yourself. (tail in particular) the usual part that shooos away bugsy boredom and taunts of despair. also the part that signals "i like what i see" so i wag it until i get the thing that i saw.

For 2 particular functions, i feel sooooo empty and useless. I have lost the drive to do something about it, its like pinning myself to the ground. Choosing to stay face on the dirt because the path ahead means virtually nothing to my mission.

as for the tail.... i think i ought to grow me a pair of wings.

clock over my head.

Murder she wrote, as she signed a slith across his throat.
When all lies led to the truth.
She was nothing to him but a pootch.
He stared at her, she regained power.
Fools beg for salvation.
She holds a dagger to her indignation.
A trade of love and respect,
won her a life he lost.


Born to the butterflies.
Living to the roll of a dice.
Doubling all ties.
A misstress of disguise.

Glorified by her sins.
tormenting foes by her means.
deceit long awauts her prince.
thrones in hell for her kins.

She'll bind you with a spell.
Kiss you dreams that'll bring you to hell.
She's sincerely kind to be cruel.
Your soul to the devil she'll sell.

Warning I send out.

Don't go easy on a lady,
that presents wit and vanity.
The bait will creep silently,
and suck your soul out of its sanity.

rhum sprinkles

The Bottom Line

All signs are pointing to a fantastic new beginning for you and an old friend.

In Detail

All signs are pointing to a fantastic new beginning for you and a reunion with an old friend, but everything is going to happen very slowly. Adjust your expectations down a notch or two, and try not to let your enthusiasm overpower your rationalism. A big payoff is due today in a surprising area of your life, and it will serve as a good distraction. This reward is one you should share; use this opportunity to give back to the people who have given you so much over the years.

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bliss.

that's something to look froward to. hehehe.

no fuckn use commenting on this kilig wirthy horoscope..

hahahaha.. like i still have the right for someone new.. or renewed?

so much stress... i have been binging uncontrollably... its too much worthless effort!

WHY AM I WASTING MY TIME HERE? coz i havta!

Lord grant me peace to be contented and be at my best of what im doing right now.

rhum sprinkles? what about? im just so bored! i need something to psike me off my life... im goin insane! if there's such a thing as chronic boredom syndrome,,,, i might have acquired it...

its contagious! watch out!


now playing: JV's total "landian" song.. hahaha sorry boy im diggin it.. im so poklesha!

i miss going out.. i miss having a life outside work....
upside is im spending a lot of time at home... lovin' the mommy work..

i want: dark fudgy chocolate brownies topped with chocolate ice creame topped with coffee-rhum-cinnamon drizzles.............................................................. NOW!


*this was suppose to be a blissful post...ruined by a monday and not too excited for tomorrow's non-working holiday..coz work hunts my dreams... life sucks coz of call center recruitment*

The Soul is OUT... leave her a MSg.

The Bottom Line

An opportunity for upward mobility arrives on the scene. Don't wait to grab it.

In Detail

Today a new opportunity for upward mobility will arrive on the scene bright and early. Don't wait too long to address it -- the good fortune pendulum is swinging back your way, and it is bound to swing away again before you know it. Reach out and grab this chance, even if you don't feel completely prepared. This sunnier weather in your professional universe will put you on the pathway toward a bigger, blingier lifestyle full of complicated changes.




YiKes! i donT liKe thE souND oF thAt...

past few months everything stayed monotonous.. all contained in a sound-tight jar. Too steady to tinker with some changes. I'm apprehensive not from fear but more of laziness to deal with uncertainty. My mind is sooooo conditioned to do routines... it's killing me daily... but i'm use it.
I wake up, rant that i will be up to no good and work will definitley suck today since im too pressured and jaded how to meet my quota by the end of the month.

I'm stuck in a team who seems to have gotten a kick of how to do things. They are driven by competition and numbers, me on the other hand... just wants to help as many people as i could and be paid regularly.

The industry.. well doesn't differ that much at our end of the game... that i'm in is toooooooo fucked up. You are your resume. I have been interviewing people and endorsing them. I did my end of the job ensured that at least they meet all qualfications...... but they get turned dow for the outrageous pressumptions that just kills your spirit.

i am running on auto-pilot... im doing this because i have to. i use to like it.... but i cannot go on with this for another year.


changes smaaaaynges.. fuck u ol!

lumpy..then flaky..then lugaw!

ok still in a crisis. it seems that someone nabbed my mojos.. i cnt seem to write. here take a look.. see for yerself...

Cant write.
fresh out of spite.
smothered in a silent thought.
words not caught.
close my eyes.
blank.
stuck with a stoic smile.
world in a null.
awake its too ordinary..
that dreams turned dull.
finally a rhyme,,
seemingly but dat was a crappy line.
too steady..
miss gettin' heady
tipsy
crafty
sultry
i need something..
juz too jaded to put a finga on it.



Nyt terrific.
..im up to sumthn demonic.
a tickle.
a taunt.
a tease.
......uL do watever i please. . .
u sense,
u stare,
u glare.
uL have more than wat u can bear...
it twinkles,
it haunts,
it creeps.
sweet poison on you lips.
ur tensed,
u dared.
a scare.
kissed you a nightmare.



that's all folks!

next door next to the exit...

weeee how decent would this post be?

weeeeeeeee
no?
no weeee????

hahahaha! im here hotttttahrooming Gi's hotttahcubeeeworkPlace....

stars weeeeeeeeeeee e heeeeeeeee he he

for the sistahs convene with taaaaaaaaaah joOds and mah hubby...
wow been awhile sistahs... good we have 1023 to keep it simple for us....
going back to the roots... where it all started.

its like a hug... a warm sophocating snug...

thanks!! this is our Oktoberfest.... hooowoooweeeeeeee thanks thanks!!

we did not get to talk much.. but ishokeeeee!


we do this more often from now...

simple and warm huggy clobber!!!!

*cheers*




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i read this again... and it made no sense at all.
hmmm.... yes i want exit now.
i want to sleep of challenges coz i have no resources to actually take them on,
but i'm keepin my faith since that's all i have.

just dawned to me that i am not as flexible to change as i was.
and the only wish that;s being fulfilled would be the wish to go back to my faith.
well i have come to believe that i'll be ok with juz this.


sana.

uh HUh FuN!

The Bottom Line

Have more fun with life! Every day can be as enjoyable as you make it.

In Detail

Right now, it's perfectly okay to take a less-than-serious attitude about some of your responsibilities -- give yourself permission to have more fun with things! If you need to run errands today, find out if someone else can come along for the ride. Their company will make things feel more social, and the idle conversation will help you step outside of your personal worries and remember that every day can be as enjoyable as you want to make it.


here's a line.. "i put the FUN.. in FUNtastic!!" bwahahahahahahaha!

this was my horoscope yesterday, where i was swamped with tons of work coz i was rushing agent requirments and helping out the whole team with their own requirments... hahahahaha!

did i accomplish anything????

YES but not so much as i wanted to. . . thanks to BUZZIMPS who constantly took my attention because of the orange blinky blinkers in my taskbar. (i can't ignore orange.... it's orange!!)


so fart that huh!! well i guess its still tolerable so long as i swamp myself with tasks where i feel i'm learning things.

so there another useless..bitin blog... coz i havta go. (cant believe im allowing myself to be this busy... hay...)


*do-yer-ears-hang-low-do-they-dangle-thru&frow-can-u-tie-them-in-a-knot-will-u-tie-them-in-a-bow-can-u-hang-em-in-yer-shoulders-like-a-continental-soldier-doooo-yer-ears-haaaaaaaang-low!!!*

Bring me to Oz

next time a storm that strong comes around iL tap my heels harder. tap tap!!

i never liked this story for one its really long for a child to even pay attention what's at the end of the yellow brick road is impossible. I tried reading it again but iD go for alice and the frantic white rabbit for so many reasons. Plus it reminds me of my paternal granny.... witches and storms.. eyup!!

long weekend wasn't it? and dont you wish it could have been longer if not for the stupid meralco cutting off power in places that are totally ok.... thus no water for us and we had to abaniko our selves to sleep.

i love rain.. storms much more.... i really dont care if i havta read and finish reading books with just candle light.. but keeeep me cool... i have so much to rant about but you know i already did that since the power went out.

so anyways about the storm. its peculiar enough that it hit manila head on what made it uberly cool was the fact that everyone was forced to go back to the basics. it would have been easier for everyone if they only signed up for girl/boy scout boot camp. hahahaha! If i had it my way iD go up to the mountains with 5 cans of vienna sausage and 3 cans of pork and beans... (im juz craving for some) light me a bonfire .... weed out one side of some beautiful mountain.... and prolly when i have burned enough find some natives and challenge them to a bugtungan fest! teeehihihihi..... if i win they make me a yellow brick road that leads to the nearest burger machine trailer if i loose iL spare them a can of vienna sausage if they fnd that conspicous then iL give them liberty to make me listen to their tribal hymn. aaahahaha!

so i would have enjoyed the long weekend better(w/c means i did... im quite shallow coz i have been sober) if all of those or something close to that happened. BUT instead i was teh designated abaniko-yer-hyper-daughter person, i had to listen to my husband's litany of rants against meralco's faulty system for arguments sake was forced to confront him with stupid pressumptions juz so he wont get bored out of his wits and sleep again.

Also if he just left me alone summoning the wind with a specially tuned whistle...phoooooooooow phophophopho phooooooooooooooooooow (5x or until u notice some branches woooshing..that's an affirmation fo your request!!) if it doesnt work for you its because someone is making kontra.. i advise you look at some other tree and whistle some more....

so the break is over, nothing more intresting than having to sweep off fallen leaves out of the walkway in teh village park with the rugby boys and some smapaguita kids..... hehehehe...

so bring me to oz prolly he can gimme some good material to actually blog about. pardon the queer pic i pasted in the page.