The Bottom Line
It's time to get more analytical about your emotional life. Examine past patterns.
In Detail
It's time to get more analytical about your emotional life. Examine your past patterns -- some people you've banished from your life share certain traits, and today you'll be in a good frame of mind to see these traits and understand their importance for the first time. Your own life is worthy of study -- your habits, your likes and dislikes, your goals -- all of these elements combine to create the person you are. Understanding them better will help you become the person you want to be.
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I had a good day.
I'll do this again.
18.4.07
17.4.07
The Bottom Line
A damaged relationship is nearly reborn. You two are more compatible than ever.
In Detail
A damaged relationship is on the road to repair today, and the two of you are becoming more compatible than you ever were before! This is definitely a reason to celebrate, but try not to get too enthusiastic too quickly -- doing so could be dangerous. There are two people involved in this situation, and you both need to stay on the same timetable. Slow and steady wins the race, and it ensures that a stronger relationship will develop.
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*bugtong hininga*
Sana sya...
ok lng nman kait siya..pero pagod na ko e.
e pano kung si ano?? WHOA!!!!
hahaha *kamot ulo* exciting yun...
i'll stick to my first option! *isteeeekingtudapersopshun*
A damaged relationship is nearly reborn. You two are more compatible than ever.
In Detail
A damaged relationship is on the road to repair today, and the two of you are becoming more compatible than you ever were before! This is definitely a reason to celebrate, but try not to get too enthusiastic too quickly -- doing so could be dangerous. There are two people involved in this situation, and you both need to stay on the same timetable. Slow and steady wins the race, and it ensures that a stronger relationship will develop.
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*bugtong hininga*
Sana sya...
ok lng nman kait siya..pero pagod na ko e.
e pano kung si ano?? WHOA!!!!
hahaha *kamot ulo* exciting yun...
i'll stick to my first option! *isteeeekingtudapersopshun*
jan lang...
I just got back from the DFA. Four gruelling waiting hours...
Agoraphobia
..i have that... not necessarily fear but i cannot stay calm in places with enough people in a room that they eat up my 3-feet of personal space.
So i waited...and waited...he (the fixer from the agency) vanished..i transferred seats...and he reappeared...and then i waited..he marched across the room twice (back and forth)..transferred again...and waited...now im in the 1st row where the rest of the fixers are seated...then he tells me i'm gonna get you stay there, he said he's just going somewhere...(i did not dare ask assuminig that I am expecting this to be done in a few)..another fixer asked where he's off to... he said JAN lang....the 4 lines behind me thinned down to just 1 row becuase they got caught by the goverment agency's lunch hour (10:45am)....and i waited for half hour more........and he reappeared and got things done.
Only to find out........................
He had to run back to MAKATI to pick up essential forms for the process.
How and When did "JAN LANG..." become a viable excuse to buy time?
Being my non confrontational self.......... I even thanked him for being sooooooooo diligent!
I AM NEVER GONNA DO THAT AGAIN!!!!
Agoraphobia
..i have that... not necessarily fear but i cannot stay calm in places with enough people in a room that they eat up my 3-feet of personal space.
So i waited...and waited...he (the fixer from the agency) vanished..i transferred seats...and he reappeared...and then i waited..he marched across the room twice (back and forth)..transferred again...and waited...now im in the 1st row where the rest of the fixers are seated...then he tells me i'm gonna get you stay there, he said he's just going somewhere...(i did not dare ask assuminig that I am expecting this to be done in a few)..another fixer asked where he's off to... he said JAN lang....the 4 lines behind me thinned down to just 1 row becuase they got caught by the goverment agency's lunch hour (10:45am)....and i waited for half hour more........and he reappeared and got things done.
Only to find out........................
He had to run back to MAKATI to pick up essential forms for the process.
How and When did "JAN LANG..." become a viable excuse to buy time?
Being my non confrontational self.......... I even thanked him for being sooooooooo diligent!
I AM NEVER GONNA DO THAT AGAIN!!!!
11.4.07
this and that
Been awhile.
I miss blogging.
I miss writing.
Burning out i tell ya...
Few things:
1. Work is getting off hand... when i was starting to gain focus in profiling..influx of requirements comes crashin my way that i completely loose the focus. It's like going to the mall with the objective of taking home a green pencil when you ask the store lady she gives you all hues of green and you get frigginly confused ...that I spend most of my time ORGANIZING so i could remember what i was doing and pick up where i left off. My hit rate is down to 60%... Q2... oh no!
2. A couple of my barkadas flew in for vacation... IRA from high school and STELLA from college. In as much as we have tons of catching up to do it's pretty inevitable to go back to how we use to be. Boisterous, non-sensical, rowdy bunch of femmes. I can't help....actually i assume no effort in restraining the "What if im single..." ideas that i have when i'm with them.
3. thoughts of beb haunting... i woke up the other night from the moonlight...
wala lang.
to be continued...
I miss blogging.
I miss writing.
Burning out i tell ya...
Few things:
1. Work is getting off hand... when i was starting to gain focus in profiling..influx of requirements comes crashin my way that i completely loose the focus. It's like going to the mall with the objective of taking home a green pencil when you ask the store lady she gives you all hues of green and you get frigginly confused ...that I spend most of my time ORGANIZING so i could remember what i was doing and pick up where i left off. My hit rate is down to 60%... Q2... oh no!
2. A couple of my barkadas flew in for vacation... IRA from high school and STELLA from college. In as much as we have tons of catching up to do it's pretty inevitable to go back to how we use to be. Boisterous, non-sensical, rowdy bunch of femmes. I can't help....actually i assume no effort in restraining the "What if im single..." ideas that i have when i'm with them.
3. thoughts of beb haunting... i woke up the other night from the moonlight...
wala lang.
to be continued...
21.3.07
Confused
I Do Not Love You Except Because I Love You
I do not love you except because I love you;
I go from loving to not loving you,
From waiting to not waiting for you
My heart moves from cold to fire.
I love you only because it's you the one I love;
I hate you deeply, and hating you
Bend to you, and measure of my changing love for you
Is that i do not see you but love you blindly.
Maybe January light will consume
My heart with its cruel
Ray, stealing my key to true calm.
Is this part of the story I am the one who
Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you
Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.
++Pablo Neruda
wonderfuckinful.
I do not love you except because I love you;
I go from loving to not loving you,
From waiting to not waiting for you
My heart moves from cold to fire.
I love you only because it's you the one I love;
I hate you deeply, and hating you
Bend to you, and measure of my changing love for you
Is that i do not see you but love you blindly.
Maybe January light will consume
My heart with its cruel
Ray, stealing my key to true calm.
Is this part of the story I am the one who
Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you
Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.
++Pablo Neruda
wonderfuckinful.
14.3.07
Hu U?
Goodbye
Lyfe Jennings [The Phoenix]
[1]
Sometimes makin love is easier than breakin up
We believe if we just fake it enough
We can trick our selves into believin that we're still in love
But in our hearts we know that it's inevitable
Though it's hard to let you go I know I must
[2]
Sometimes memories just ain't enoughS
ometimes you out grow the ones you love
Sometimes it's none of the above
It's just the fact that people change
No one's to blame
There ain't nothin that stays the same
So we sit around and cry
Because neither one of us wants to be the first to say
Goodbye
[3]
Sometimes givin 2nd chances is easier than dealing with the fact that
Once the trust is gone you could never get it back
But your holdin on because your afraid of bein alone
So here you are holdin on to somethin thats already gone
And don't act like it's the first time you've heard it in this song
Cause your heart done told you all along
If your momma done showed you right from wrong
No thing should hold you down this long
There's no one to blame nothin stays the same
So we sit around and cry because neither one of us
wants to be the first to say goodbye
So let me be the first to say...
GOODBYE!
If this doesn't drive him away....
(thanks alecz for the patok na joke)
when you get into a SMS argument that would make you want to diss him...
and your thinking of the last message that you want to send that would make him shut up and not bug you ever again....text...
Hu U?
hahahahahaha! he would not dare throw you another one.
Lyfe Jennings [The Phoenix]
[1]
Sometimes makin love is easier than breakin up
We believe if we just fake it enough
We can trick our selves into believin that we're still in love
But in our hearts we know that it's inevitable
Though it's hard to let you go I know I must
[2]
Sometimes memories just ain't enoughS
ometimes you out grow the ones you love
Sometimes it's none of the above
It's just the fact that people change
No one's to blame
There ain't nothin that stays the same
So we sit around and cry
Because neither one of us wants to be the first to say
Goodbye
[3]
Sometimes givin 2nd chances is easier than dealing with the fact that
Once the trust is gone you could never get it back
But your holdin on because your afraid of bein alone
So here you are holdin on to somethin thats already gone
And don't act like it's the first time you've heard it in this song
Cause your heart done told you all along
If your momma done showed you right from wrong
No thing should hold you down this long
There's no one to blame nothin stays the same
So we sit around and cry because neither one of us
wants to be the first to say goodbye
So let me be the first to say...
GOODBYE!
If this doesn't drive him away....
(thanks alecz for the patok na joke)
when you get into a SMS argument that would make you want to diss him...
and your thinking of the last message that you want to send that would make him shut up and not bug you ever again....text...
Hu U?
hahahahahaha! he would not dare throw you another one.
1.3.07
the idea is..
If you forget me
by Pablo Neruda
I want you to know one thing.
You know how this is:
if I look at the crystal moon,
at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch near the fire the impalpable ash
Well, now, if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly you forget me do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.
by Pablo Neruda
I want you to know one thing.
You know how this is:
if I look at the crystal moon,
at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch near the fire the impalpable ash
Well, now, if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly you forget me do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.
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